leave me alone

why does my ex think he has a chance?  this clown

too much to ask for

 truth, honesty, and maturity is asking too much apparently.  who the hell gets turned on by liars, manipulators, and backstabbers?  Please tell me, so I can ask them how to get over it

waiting

 the Maga train did a number on me.  I was really convinced most of America was awake, understood that America should come first, and that we’re NOT sonignorant and naive as to put ourselves in this situation.  But alas, here we are.  And while I’ve been waiting since the 90s for people to get over low level ego driven energies, like racisms, hate, etc.  I’m really disappointed to see that 2021 has brought nothing but regression to this country.  Regression of values, what’s important, and what really matters.  We gave those things up for faster, cheaper, and lack of accountability.  We put more value in those things, than in being morally sound.  rather MOST AMERICANS, or what appears to be most americans according to the MEDIA.  But when I actually get oit and talk to people.  I talk to everyone, because I’m friendly and kind.  I chat with strangers in stores or walking down the streets, Ill have full blown convos with tellers or customers in front of me in line.  I love talking and experiencing all walks of life, as there is always something to learn.  And what i’ve learned from always being that way, is that WAAAAY more people than I thought actually wanted Trump to win.  They believe America should come first as I do.  I don’t wish to give ip on the idea of nationalism just because it offends other countries.  I still stand by that I love in the greatest country in the world, but just like my personal life, maybe I’m chosing to believe a dream rather than love in reality.  Its hard to decipher when the media reflects the exact opposite of my waking life.  In fact, I was fine today until I went on social media, and was reminded at what level, we are spiritually, on this planets; and so that frustration has led to this random post.  Nothing else to do but to keep ascending and let the others fall to the wayside.  Those that have yet to experience the true power of GOD will never believe in the miracles.  But I have, and I know the value of living a spiritual life.  It’s lonely, but not worse than being surrounded by people who bring you down.